Tuesday, October 21, 2008


In my heart now ... I still love CWT.. But There nothing I can do anymore... I did my best... I really dun wan to give up ... But I guess " A dead can't get back to life again "... Is it really going to be the full stop ?? or a comma ?? My army is here .. She dun appear to care about it ... well.. I guess Its not a big deal to her anyway.. Shouldn't have bother her anymore.. Asking her to join my life activity... she dun care oso .. well.. maybe this is wat people call ... RETRIBUTION ... the way she treat me isn't any closer at all ... I guess the only string that we held together is breaking soon ... Does she even ever hold on to it ?? I think too much .. Im jus a nobody in her life.. I think Im not good for u also... when u are down.. I didn't get to care and console u ... I didn't even noe about it ... But who to blame.. We are not close .. I can't blame u , or blame myself... Jus blame that we are not fated togehter?? at 1st I tot that we were really fated together .. But .. now.... The result that everyone see... haiz.. Why can't I love a person whole-heartedly..?? Jus when i really wanted to love CWT whole heartedly ... She dun know about it ..


Someone UP there??? Can you tell me or tell her wat to do ??? Seriously CONFUSED....

Kenpachi.87 Written on 8:45 AM

About Me

NAME: Jeffery Chua

AGE: 21

DOB: 08th July 1987

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CWT
Family
Karate
Basketball

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For CWT

I don't know
If I am the one for you in this life
I can't help
Hearing my voice calling your name
Cause when I
Trying so hard not to look in your eyes
Maybe I have fallen in love with you

I can't so describe what Im feeling deep inside
So much more than I can say with your touch its feel so right
Oh my you're so near all the time in this space
All I know in my heart I will never let you go
In this lifetime
Do you know why (ohh baby)
Cause your just so beautiful to me

Well tonight
Maybe this time I could hear you breathe
Its alive to see you smile with those tears in your eyes
They may say
That You're just a girl in this meaning world
In my heart
You're like a world to me

I can't so describe what Im feeling deep inside
So much more than I can say with your touch its feel so right
Oh my you're so near all the time in this space
All I know in my heart I will never let you go
In this lifetime
Do you know why (ohh baby)
Cause your just so beautiful to me

Touch my hand
Feel my heart
Hold me close
And you'll find me
you'll find me

You're so beautiful to me

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