Friday, July 18, 2008

Today train alot of judo and ground fight technique ... OMG ... my chest hurts.. I think i Fall too much ... Hope its recover fast fast =) anyway After seeing your sms .. I actually dun noe how to reply.... But you asked mi why I like u so much ... I think i only can say... Its not that I like you ... But is how much that I love you ... Loving a person is to accept the person in whole ... taking the person's freedom , social friends into consideration .. Its true that friends are more important than relationship ... This issue I can understand.. Its all talking about trust... If a guy trust a girl ... What the girl says , guy should believe... Becuz in the 1st place , Y should the girl lie to you while she really love you ... So what the friends around her is all guys.... As long as her heart is always for you .... She is yours..


To wt:
I already seen your true self... and I already believe that you are a girl that a man should really feel safe even though you went out with guys.. You said that you are not a good gf... I strongly disagree... I know that during this period of time ... you were really stressed about your studies... I can understand how stressful it is to study in MDIS... Although I am not your bf.. But I oso wish that you really can do well for your studies..
1st: Studies
2nd:Family
3rd:Friends
4th:boyfriend

This is how you line up you life right ?? To everyone .. Its the same... So there nothing to feel bad about ... Same goes for guys..

1st: Career
2nd: Family (including wife)
3rd: Friends
4th: Own hobbies

If a guy with no stable career , How can the guy bring happiness and stable lifestyle for his family.. A relationship takes to person to maintain it.. If everything were to blame it on you ... then what the hell is he doing ??? Nothing ??? I m a person that encounter a "dan lian". I know how its feel.. At first I oso feel that everyone was my fault... but after some time.. I feel that ... Its no 1 fault... Its the memories that we should cherish ... throughout the whole 3 yrs of relationship .. I am the only 1 that trying to add colour into the picture... But actually its wasn't ... My ex did try to add on to it.. but everyone got their limit.. Everyone should noe the limit.. once you cross over the limit .. things gets nasty..


To love you was what wanted , To be with you was what I ever wished for... Now I won't stress you anymore... I will just stay here and wait for you .. becoz i think there nothing much more I can do.. whatever i do you might think is a nonsense... So in order not to make you hate me ... I just stay on .. Caring for you behind you ... trying to prevent you from hurting yourself... try to do what I can do .. Becuz this is what a person who really love you will do it ... Which guy will wan to stress out and force the girl he like ... I admit I am ... But I dun wan to do it ... Its no point to use force or stress the girl to be with you ... Its pointless... So what I successfully break the 2 of u up... then be my girlfriend but your heart isn't wiith me ... totally pointless... I will just wait..

As I said.. I believe that there are things that can be solved... A relationship need 2 person to work it out .. you can have my trust... =) and I hope u trust me too...


Love you ... =)
Kenpachi.87 Written on 10:10 AM